| E comes home tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So happy! I'll update in full detail probably around Sunday. AHHHHHHHHH.
XOXO.
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|  listening; coldplay
wearing; tank & soffees
Hey everyone. I'm really sorry that I took down the quotes/pictures, but I'm getting really bored of finding quotes and stuff to put up. I feel like I keep repeating the same stuff as everyone else and everything's becoming kind of monotonous. But I really like this name for some reason, so I'm making it into my personal. You'll still find icons/graphics (all made by me, so credit if you take) on here and occasionally some quotes, but it's more of a place for me to vent.
My life's been real hectic lately with college apps (ew), all my AP/college classes (ew), friend drama and the usual boy shit, so I've been dying for a place to just write down my thoughts real fast whenever I need to get something out. Feel free to comment on whatever you like/don't like. I love feedback!
Anyway - I went to the mall today. I got a high-waisted black satin-y skirt (Forever 21) and a tweed/cotton dress (Charlotte Russe) for the holidays coming up next week. I also got two new Blackberry covers. They finally had yellow! I've been looking absolutely everywhere for a yellow cover, so I'm actually extremely excited. Sorry for the bad quality, I took the pic on my phone. Next time I'll use my real camera.
Yesterday, we went to get car markers from Michael's since tonight we decorate our cars for Spirit Week. Everyone goes to the Docks in my town and writes shit on each other's car. It's like a "Senior thing." It should be fun. J & I also picked out our Halloween costumes. We're being flight attendants. The costume looks amazing on both of us, so I'm extremely excited. And, Halloween falls on a Friday which is amazing!
Friday night was SO dramatic though. There was this hugeeee party at my friend's house... freshmen through seniors... and it was so loud and crowded, so obviously the cops came. Normally, they just scare everyone away and everyone scatters until they chill out. But this time was different. They made every single kid get personally picked up by a parent. So when they first came, we were obviously trying to leave without getting in touch  with our parents... so one of my friends who had left a little while before wanted to come pick us up. So I was asking the cop if my "brother" could come get us because my parents were "out of town" and this bitch, B, overheard me asking and got in my face asking why I was "questioning a cop" and "am I stupid?" so obviously, being myself, I got back in her face and started screaming at her asking why she was getting involved and all this shit and it was just a huge scene. It's just real bad because she's co-planning my fashion show with me, so I have to discuss it with my advisors on Monday. She's just a combative person and no one really likes her, so I don't think I should have to deal with her... especially for a fashion show I created.
Anyway... Things with E are good considering that he's at school and we really weren't together for such a long time. To be honest, I didn't even expect it to continue once he left even though he said it would. It's just hard to imagine that someone would like ME enough to take time out of their day to call me and text me and video chat with me, especially since he's incredibly busy as am I.
It's so annoying that he's so far.
All I really want to do is just have someone at home to make-out with and be really sexy with who I have no obligation to when E comes home. I just need the fling at home to keep me busy while he's not here.
Part of me doesn't even wanna talk to him anymore because it sucks knowing that he's getting with other girls and I'm getting with other guys, and it just makes it hard to hook-up with new people because whenever I'm out he's texting me or calling me and stuff, so he's always on my mind. But then on the other hand, I can't imagine falling asleep without him calling to say goodnight, ya know? I just miss him tons.
Wow this was a long entry. I just had to kind've let you guys in on my life. Leave me lovely comments<3
XOXO, S.
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